Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Life
     So precious
Words
      An expensive investment
If you don't take care of both
They can be destroyed
In the blink of an eye

Battle of the Giants

PUSH! 
                                                                          PUSH?
PUSH! PUSH! PUSH!      
                                                                          PUSH! PUSH?
PUSH! PUSH! PUSH! PUSH!    
                                                                          PUSH! PUSH! PUSH!
PUSH! PUSH! PUSH! PUSH! PUSH!                    
                                                                          PUSH! PUSH! PUSH! PUSH! PUSH!
PUSH!? PUSH! PUSH! 
                                                                          PUSH! PUSH! PUSH! PUSH! PUSH! PUSH!
PUSH! PUSH! PUSH?
                                                                          ...
PUSH? PUSH?                                                   ...

The moral of the story is that sooner or later one is getting tired of pushing the other and leaves him standing there!

For S.

I have a friend, a very special friend
I know when I need her, she will hold my hand
We have shared a great deal of laughter, and even some tears
She often stood by me during a few of my greatest fears
Even though we live mountains, and many roads apart
Nothing could possibly keep her away from my heart
I hope she will be around forever and a day
Without her I'd be lost, a voice with nothing to say.

Madness 2000

Bodies                                 -          Always unsatisfied
Talk                                      -         Always criticized
Life                                       -         Always modernized
Children                                -         Always mesmerized
Forgiveness                         -         Always disqualified
Hands                                  -         Always tied
Lies                                     -         Always Purified
Tears                                   -         Always Torrefied
Memories                            -         Always Reminisced
Chances                              -         Always Missed 

Anticipated

Waiting here in anticipation
Thinking about the big creation
As long as my actions are understood
The world I live in will be good

With love and care my seeds were sown
But they will never be totally grown
Therefor I appreciate every single friend
that destiny and the years have sent.

Did you see the sun?

did you know you can make it gone?
Did you know you had the power
to destroy someone like a flower?
Just by ripping on their roots,
Just by kicking them with your boots?

We all should try to weaken up
Stop trying to be so tough
Listen to what the others say
Not look the other way
The more care we show
The stronger we will grow

Only once you will walk this way
So try to do your best, day by day

You were saying?

So you think everything is going to go your way?
Don't look at me to see if I fall my knees and pray!!
It simply doesn't matter what you think of me
I have been working on the plan, that will be your destiny.

You say people have made me the gossip of the town
Once I'm done they will be the ones to frown.
Why are they trying to let their lives seem like frolics?
A couple of them are weird, the others, Alcoholics.
Don't bullshit me and tell me you are clean.
You ain't as good as you make it seem.

Why don't you come over and look me in the eyes.
Tell me you hate me and you don't tell no lies.
All I do is live my life to the fullest.
I don't run a contest on who is the dullest.
If you don't like it, please leave me alone.
Don't come back over, don't ring my phone.

You can't leave my life the way it is
Are you afraid there is something you will miss?
If you don't stop bugging, don't hang around.
I just don't want to be your personal clown.
They're screaming and crying
My nerves are slowly dying
I have to leave this place
Walking in a real slow pace
I'll return in a few hours
Trying to recollect some of my powers
When I get back, everything will be alright..
All the troubles will be out of sight?
You think
        You have turned the wrong way to go
Don't stop walking,
        Just go slow
If you don't
        Continue to travel on
The Chance
         You have missed might be totally gone

the leave

I'm not running away
I just can't stay
One day you will find out
What this is all about
Just enjoy the memory
Open your mind and you will see
That destiny was meant to be

my entry to the national society of poetry, which was published

It's so easy to be past
We're all going way too fast
Trying to get to that final destination
We're only asking for that big frustration
How will I know that my work is done?
Can someone tell me how long I still have to go on?

JunkMan

What happened to what he used to have?
Where did the pride go he used to own?
He picks up the needle from his hand
The burning sensation hit right off

Maybe tomorrow he'll fix his situation

... He said yesterday!!!!

Thursday, July 5, 2012

Dated: December 1995


When he came to the end of his time
The old man stopped and looked back at his life
He said:
Who is to say what's wrong or right?
Who is to say when to stop the fight?
I want the glory to go on forever
I want the world to see that I can do better
As he laid down to die
All heavens started to cry
Washing his pain and sorrow away
He came to realize this was his last day

Speechless


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Morning


Morning hour brings me great pleasure
Sitting all alone, I can find nights treasure
My brain races a thousand miles an hour
But my body hardly ever shows nearly as much power

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I used to think you were supposed to be my sunshine beam
Life changes, and I can tell, yo often don't know what I mean
When it gets dark and night is quietly falling
The only ones I talk to are the voices that have been calling
Your face, to me, is getting stranger and stranger
If we don't find the sun again, your risk will turn into our danger
Go out and explore, you will be caught by surprise
By the rare diamonds, hidden in hearts, you will find
Over and over you tell me how to act and be
But I don't care about the fact that your heart can't see
Your words are nothing but a big bilk
I keep stacking my thoughts in a box lined with silk

something a bar patron 'dared' to write into my little note book one night


One and One makes Two
One Each for me and You
Two and Two makes Four
One Each and Still Two more
Three and Three Makes Six
Fat Lollipops on Sticks
Four And Four makes Eight
Lets Count Them all Again
Signed: Rober Tebay - English

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When we were little we used to play a game called "house"
Now we are older, and despise our "spouse"
Our Children sit back and watch us being destroyed
After a few years they feel really annoyed
We are ripping the meaning of love to shreds
It is our kids that will never forget
Then we wonder why their relations are disturbed
Our actions were what got them cursed

Love


Love grows in many strange places
Love has many ugly and friendly faces
Love can be with you, wherever you go
Love can hit you fast and sometimes slow
Love is in voices and words being used
Love in a mothers voice can get any child soothed
Love is around us, love is inside
Love puts any hate right out of sight
Love can capture you , even by suprise
Love can be silenced, for years, just put on ice
Love can arouse you, love can be quick
Love can hurt so much, get even the strongest sick
Put all your love right next to trust

Teen Angst


14 Years, walking in a hole
She's the only one to know her soul
Fight is what she enjoys so much
She never experienced the real love touch
Many things are trapped inside
A little flame, waiting ot ignite
Weak at soul, yet words, so tough
One day she will blow, then she has had enough
Hating, but she doesn't know just why
Her eyes, helpless, an inside cry
Smart enough to know how to play the game
Sometimes she wonders if she is still sane.
*this one never really got an end to it. Now that I'm looking at it, it seems to end way too abruptly*

One About Whales


WAIT! I want to follow you below
WAIT! I want you to know,
that I try to apologize
King of the ocean in supersize
Your voice sounds so wonderful to me
I wish your killers would wake up to see
That you carry TONS of love inside
It hurts me to hear your heart tearing cry

This is to ... you...


you can't imagine how much i feel for you
I am trying not to let it show through
Once again I 'm walking through the severed garden
Seeing you again wasn't my smartest bargain
Every so often I cross each others way
How much I appreciate it, I don't dare to say!
You would probably think this is just a silly phase
But I've been feeling like this for years and days
Many times I thought I closed that door
It never got locked and I came back for more
I wished this time it wouldn't end
I am hoping for you to take my hand
Soon I will be back in the place I call home
You will come with me in the memories I own

Old Tom


(Authors Note: "I don't really have a date on this one, but I'm assuming it's somewhere around 2000. ")
"Drunk in Public" was his accusation.
But not even the judgment could have saved him.
No one ever asked him what bothers him so bad.
Never, he was asked, to explain why he was so sad.
Hiding his feelings deep down in his heart.
Every time, he was alone at night, it ripped him apart.
Those times he reached for his friend, quick.
If he wouldn't have him, it would make him sick.
Sometimes he would be talking, to his friend, silently.
The last thing they remembered was he went quietly.
Huggin' a bottle of cheap whiskey from Town.
Him and his friend weren't making a sound.
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re-verb


My Real Name is Dee, my Pen Name is Svenja Morrison, being put together from my Birth name Bettina Svenja and the Doors Front man Jim Morrison. I used to write a lot, a long, long time ago and then the Muses left me in a hurry, for whatever reason it may have been.
 I recently discovered and re-read some of my Old "written" things in Notebooks and online. I have decided to put them all here even though some of it is already included in my other Blog.
So please enjoy! Comment, be my Critic. I would love to hear from you!